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soree semuaaaa
sekarang gua lagi pengen ceritain seseorang nih eh salah deng maksud gua 2 orang
tau ga siapa? yang jelas yang satu temen gua (lmyn dkt) yang satu cem ceman gua ahahaha lebay ya? yaudah dah biar ga lebay orang yang gua sk aja dehhh. jadi gini ceritanya, gua sk sama anak itu dari gua kelas 8. kebetulan kita ber3 sekelas. sebut aja orang yang gua suka ini padang haha, tepatnya itu nama panggilan. aneh yaa panggilannya zzz. gua kenal dia dari twitter dia ini orangnya susah bgt sama yang namanya nmbak cewe atau apalah sampe2 dia suka dikatain MAHO ahaha gua lmyn deket di twitter sama dia tapi kalo aslinya kurang bukan kurang lagi ngbrol aka gapernah gara garanya semua orang udah pada tau gua suka sama dia, gua suka blak blakan kalo tengah malem pasi daj gua ngetwwe nama dia.
setelah berbulan2 gua sekelas sama dia, anehnya dia udah mulai suka2an sm cewek trws nembak  haha rada kaget sih itu pcr pertamanya lho (ade kelas)! kalo di liat dari fisik, jujur aja ga cocok. padang ke banting. orang ceweknya bongsor. setelah mereka pts ga lama padang jadian sana nk (tmn gua) yang gua tulis di paragraf atas padahal tuh ya.. smenjak gua kls 9 gua sering dah curhat sama nk, gua ga ngerti kenapa bisa begini huhu. lusanya nk ngirim sms yang isinya:
"askague udah jadian sama padang. gue minta maaf, gue gak bermaksut bikin lo sakit hati, marah ato sedih. jujur gue juga suka sama padang. gue minta maaf bgt sama lu ska
terserah lo mau marah apa g sama gue itu hak lo. maaf bgt22222 ya ska*.*"
setelah baca itu hue nyesek banget mau gamau yaaa gua ga bales sms lo nk!
belom lagi di twitter pada ngmngin kalian tambah nyesek gua. banyak yang bilang "sabar" ke gua tapi ttp aja ga bisa. hm... sekarang gua udah bisa nerima mskpn itu sulit gua juga udah reda gara gara curhat sama ka odi (kk kelas) dan ka tika (tmn twitter) semoga Allah mendengar isi hati gua ini (lby) amin..

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier then ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

'Cause the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to december all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to december, turn around and make it all right and
I go back to december all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side,
Realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to december all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to december, turn around and change my own mind and
I go back to december all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to december
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine and
I go back to december, turn around and make it alright and
I go back to december, turn around and change my own mind and
I go back to december all the time